everything is going crazy this past week, pa ma went to kk, someone in trouble and i am just sitting there don't know what to do... what else there is i don't know... plus i am  really broke ohmeohmy...

Its really hard to blog every day esp when we lost the words of what to write lhehe

Its really hard doing things alone and freely.. without caring what others may said... why can't we just do what we like,... making decision is so hard sometimes.. and when you started to decide on it... it looks like its the wrong move.. sigh!!!

I am starting my faith journey Faith in God and Faith in me.... I read a book.. and it has lots of meditating thoughts there.. and the first to reflect is "  I can do whatever is needed to do through Christ" and so i have to try hard to live well, to do whatever I can to help myself and my family.

Its another new day, time is just running whether we are doing anything or not. For me, I am still trying hard to live positively and peacefully. things that is past is gone, now is a new beginning, i hope to find my true passion and desire so I would live life to the fullest...
so I have to find my needs, and fulfill it. As simple as that.

so why do we live? what is the purpose of living, how should we live? why do we always need to search the answer in order to have happiness.... i am down today, thinking of a load of personal problems... at times i wish there is someone who can listen and support me...well hope the stress be over soon.

Its a great new start, I don't know what to talk about yet, but since everything need the first step, so i am starting now with the journey of a  thousand mile.